I already miss the boy. This was our first summer together after a long and tiring school year. Although he worked full time for these 4 months, we still managed to have so much fun, try new things, food and places and overall create amazing memories. Now with school coming, I have will have more things to worry about than plans for date night. I worry that our schedules will clash or that we will get too busy for each other.
I miss the freedom. I miss being able to walk out the door with absolutely no plan and casually walk around the city among the blazing heat until my feet cannot take any more walking. Throughout this summer I've discovered so many new restaurants, cafes and hidden gems. I will miss having the luxury of doing whatever I desired that day. I will miss having all the free time in the world to workout and cook fresh meals each day.
I miss my friends. Most of them go to different schools and even though we were all pretty busy doing our own thing during the summer, it was still nice being able to come together once in a while and catch up.
First year was hard. Ridiculously hard. I think because of that, I don't want to go back. I'm dreading going back to school but that's life and we have responsibilities.
Signing off with a heavy heart now.